Oh, I get it.
I was the most self-loathing, self doubting person there was as a 20 something year old young woman. I accepted just about anything. Didn’t trust myself. Felt unworthy…So that alone should have you very excited to know that (spoiler alert) I don’t know who tf that girl was - anymore.
I’m so far removed from her that just seeing in writing that I was once her…makes me take pause.
So you have the end result.